Sa mga nakaraang buwan, ang daming concert ang naitala dito sa manila. Nakakatuwa sila pero nakakaubos din talaga ng pera.

Incubus

Ang pinakaunang napuntahan kong concert yung kay brandon boyd (ang payat niya, ang puti2x pero 6 pack!)na talaga namang naubusan ako ng tubig sa katawan dahil sa katutulo ng laway at pawis ko. Ang lakas ng tama niya. Nakasingit ako sa unahan kahit 600 lang tiket ko! Ang ganda ng view, 1st time!!! sa bandang likod ko may mahalay na eksena, may ngahahalikan.. ang HALAY nila...Grabe di ko namamalayan na nauuntog nako pati sakit ng aking katawan dahil hanep yung concert na yun! di nga lang nila kinanta ang i miss you. sayang.


Musiklaban 1

Tinamaan ng magaling tong mga pinsan ko. Sumali sa Musiklaban NANAMAN. Pano last year di sila nakasali sa semi-finlas.... mga tulingag kasi. Maganda rin yung concert.. madaming tao. Kaya lang sobrang nabitin ako dahil pagkatapos ng tugtog nila jay umuwi na kami ni kuya. kaya ayun... wala akong gaanong experience dito.. ang banda nila Jay tinilian ng mga tao at malakas ang palakpak pero di pa rin sila nakapasok.. wahahaha, ang sarap mang-asar...

Musiklaban 2 -grandfinals

Ayun.. congrats sa mayonnaise (tama ba speling?)
magaling sila at maganda kanta nila wala akong masabi.. shut up nko.. un lang.

Oktoberfest

Di ko to kinaya... astig talaga.. kaya lang ang tagal bago tumugtog ang bamboo.. madaming tao. Nakakatuwa ang mga banda dahil pinaaalalahanan nila ang mga tao na " O, walang batuhan ng bote ha... o, dito na kayo mga girls... walang magbabato ng bote ha, may mga babae dito..." ang kulet at masaya talaga...
ang daming pinoy bands ang tumugtog.... nakakamatay sila.

Oktoberfest - closing

di ko to mapupuntahan dahil wala akong pera, magraradyo nalang siguro ako. :c

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yan lang. sabi ni kuya nung nagpunta siya sa Rakista may batuhan ng bote.... tapos dun daw sa may intramuros nagkagulo dahil sa entrance... nakaklungkot kasi minsan may mga taong nawawala sa sarili, hindi nila nmamalayan na nakakasakit sila ... kaya siguro hindi natuloy yung tour ng slipknot dahil masyadong nagiging delikado ang ating bansa... sa mga ordinaryong konsert nga lang may batuhan na ng bote sa konsert pa kaya ng slipknot? eh parang kang sasapian pag narinig mo sila bukod pa sa mga terorista dyan... ang pilipino kasi masyadong "high". kayo nang mag-isip kung anoung meaning ng high para senyo,,, sa'kin adik. parang nagiging droga ang musika pag napapkinggan nila, nagging high sila masyado at nababaliw o nawawala sa sarili kaya pati ang walang kamalaymalay na bote ihahagis sa mga naghehead-bang na audience, tapos magbilang ka ng 1,2,3,4,5 yun, may away na. Sana wala ng ganun, dapat isaisip na sayang ang perang binayd kung hindi ka mag-eenjoy at ang mapapanood mo lang ay away.. kung libre... sayang ang effort.. head-bang nalang at kantahan, wala na sanang batuhan...

ang tao nabubuhay sa napakaraming dahilan..

bakit nga ba tayo nabubuhay?

nasasaktan lang nman tayo at nahihirapan..

tapos mamamatay din nman.

alam mo ba kung ano ang iyong dahilan?

kung bakit ka nabubuhay?

Strangely out of place. There’s a light filling this room where none was followed before. I can’t deny. It turns me up inside. I sent a flame to melt away my pride. To a walk sheltered from the rain, or the rain still wash me away. And I need you, I need you, I need you, And I need you, I need you, I need you, you’re all I’m living for.
I might sound like a fool but I think you are moving closer to me. Facing the crowd to hide the fatal cut. I find a way to feel you lift me up. You are the shelter from the rain, and the rain to wash me away. And I need you, I need you, I need you, And I need you, I need you, I need you, you’re all I’m living for.
Facing the crowd to hide the fatal cut. I find a way to feel you lift me up. I can’t deny it hurts me inside. I sent a flame to melt away my pride, only to have a second to spare all the time in the world. I know you’re there. You’re the shelter from the rain and the rain to wash me away… And I need you, I need you, I need you, And I need you, I need you, I need you, you’re all I’m living for.

--jars of clay,,

What to do while you are dying
by and for, all of us...

by Seán Redmond


Talk. Keep talking. Talk about pleasant memories, talk about hard times, and talk about what you remember. Talk about what is important to you. Talk about what you especially like, respect, admire, and appreciate about the people you are leaving. Do not leave anything in your heart unsaid.

Forgive. If there are people who have hurt you, and you can speak to them, forgive them. Even if you cannot speak to them, forgive them in your heart. We are all imperfect creatures, and we are all doing the best we can. This being alive is hard, complicated work, and all of us occasionally mess up.

Ask forgiveness. For whatever you have done or left undone, for whatever hurt you have caused, apologize and be forgiven. If you cannot have the forgiveness of those you have hurt, at the very least forgive yourself. You have been doing the best you can.

Be kind. Do not let any opportunity for doing a kindness escape you. Especially as your time grows short, these moments of grace become increasingly precious.

Live in joy. Figure out what gives you joy and do as much of it as you can. This will help all the people around you, because it will make you more alive. Make art, or read, or listen to music, or make music, or write ...whatever makes you whole, whatever makes life worth living do it.

Be brave. Feel what you feel, even if it makes you uncomfortable. Be angry, be bitter, be afraid, or be stubborn. Feel whatever comes up. Let it fill you up and pass through you. What is underneath all those feelings is serenity.

Have faith. Whatever you believe, lean on it, nestle into it, and let it comfort you.

Be grateful. You are blessed with so much love, and however much time you have, it is more than is given to people who are taken without warning. You have the great gift of consciousness. Treasure it. Every day you get is a gift (this is true for everybody, of course).

May I just add that these suggestions are useful even to people whose only terminal illness is life? How to live while dying is pretty much the same question as how to live.
I wish you strength I honor your courage. I admire your dignity. I hold you in the light. -Sean-

sometimes...


just holding hands...


means ...


holding on...


to everything...


hands can touch lives... and it can feel love.

may nag-comment sa'kin dun sa comment na nilagay ko sa entry ng iba.. inaway ako... may nagpadala ng comment sa'kin na anonymous yung pagka-send, kaya wala dun sa page na pinagkomentan ko.. nabasa ko lang dun sa yahoo mail ko... sinasabihan niya ako ng tanga.... basta.. di ko nga ma-gets eh... feeling ko nagkamali lang xia ng pinadalhan kasi wala naman akong sinasabi sa mga pinost niya. basta meron pa ngang word na "poseur" at "charlatan" ba yun? ewan ko, binura ko na. ang sabi pa dun pinadalhan na niya ako ng anonymous letters before... tapos pinagsama ko daw yung dalawang letter... ay ewan! di ko nga alam yun eh, wala lang. bothered lang ako kasi ayokong may nagagalit sa'kin.. sabi ng kuya kong gwapo (katabi ko kasi xia ngaun, nag-oonline din kaya dapat ilagay ko daw na gwapo xa, cge na nga!) hayaan ko nlang daw, kasi nagkamali lang daw ng padala yun... haaay! grabe kinabahan ako, kasi ba nman nakakatakot yung mga sinasabi niya. binasa ko nga ng paulitulit yung comment ko eh, sa entry nya, wala nman akong nilagay na poseur at charlatan ba yun? to be honest with you, di ko nga alam meaning nun eh, mababaw kasi ako, hindi ako dictionary... pero okey nko ngaun... wala naman akong pwedeng sisihin eh.. nagkamali lang siguro un... tapos na 'to, nakakakaba... sana di na maulit to...

gusto ko siyang maalala...
yung bahagi ng sarili ko na tila nalimot ko na.
kaya masasabi kong di na ako tulad ng dati,
nagbago na lahat...ang sarili ko,
ang mga pangarap.. ang mga pananaw..

ngunit sa isang banda naisip ko,
di lang pla ako ang nagbago,
siya rin, siya nga..
iba na ang kanyang mga mata, kung paano siya tumingin,
paano siya magsalita at paano niya ako kausapin..
asar... ang dami kong regrets.
siya kaya meron???

sabi nga nila, pag napuntahan mo ang isang lugar sa buhay mo, hindi mo na ulit yon mapupuntahan.. bakit? ang gulo... pero ito ang aking palagay...

may pinuntahan akong lugar nung retreat nmen, sa batulao, batangas... ang pinakamganda at memorable na lugar na napuntahan ko.. kasama ko yung mga kaklase't kaibigan ko...

pero napuntahan ko ulit yng lugar na 'yon pagkalipas ng isang taon.. haaay, pero parang hindi na naulit yung dati dahil may nagago, hindi nga siguro yung lugar... mganda parin xa at malinis... ako... ako ang nagbago... kaya cguro sinsabi nila na hindi mo na mababalikan ang lugarna'yon ay dahil pag bumalik kna dun, di kna tulad ng dati...

iba ka na...
at ako.

asar.. mgulo ang mundo, mhirap intindihin..
ang buhay ko mlungkot, pero ngging msaya..
ang sarap... ang saya...
totoo, ang buhay, isang regalo. isang pagpapala..
at masasya nko, oo kahit papano...
lahat ng ito nararanasan ko.

*sigh*

ang mga ka-banda ko... nahihibang na.. dko alam kng bakit.. bgla nlang nila kinakanta ung hands to heaven ni Christian B. nakakabingi cla,,, kaya pati ako nahahawa.. palibhasa, mga broken-hearted kasi ung mga un..parang ako hinde.. ay bala cla... ipopost ko nlng ung hands 2 heaven ditow, ksi knina pa xa knkanta nga utak ko... sa 22o lang, ang ganda niya... mganda meaning..haaaay.

Hands to Heaven
Christian Bautista

As I watch you move
Across the moonlit room
There's so much tenderness in your loving
Tomorrow I must leave
The dawn knows no reprieve
God, give me strength when I am leaving

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday

[Chorus:]
Tonight I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

As we move to embrace
Tears run down your face
I whisper words of love so softly
I can't believe this pain
It's driving me insane
Without your touch, life will be lonely

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday

[Chorus:] [2x]
Tonight I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

[Bridge:]
Morning has come another day
I must pack my bags and say goodbye, goodbye


[Chorus:] [2x]
Tonight I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

sometimes love is unpredictable..
>>>>you'll never know what's gonna happen.
sometimes love is unexplainable..
>>>>it is something that you are not capable to understand.
sometimes love is worth dying for..
>>>>you'll do anything just for love.
sometimes love is everything..
>>>>all the meaning in your life.
sometimes love can kill..
>>>>cos it can break your heart.
sometimes love is the only reason..
>>>>that's why you can still move on.
sometimes love breaks the bond of friendship..
>>>>and the friendship will never work again.
sometimes love does not need words..
>>>>it only needs the heart.
sometimes.... just sometimes.

sometimes love means letting go...

shit.